I found out my class was longer than I thought :( It is for a month and a half. Still keeping the homestudy for next wednesday not excited for that. I talked to Laurie today she is so sweet and I miss her so much! Love you girls!
Yuck! I'll have to rethink the "getting certified myself" to help you out when needed! lol But who will my new jackpot buddies be? I think that last time we were cursed... tried the old "free room" gag, and they didn't even send us one. Oops Would you like to read Curtis's IM to me today?
baggeddime97 is Available baggeddime97 : hi
Me: hi
baggeddime97 : sooo
Me: lol
baggeddime97 : iv thought about it and i still dont think i can do it. I hope you respect that and we can just leave it at that, no bickering, no bs, no tears, but i have no issue talking and being friends, is that ok?
Me: I'm fine with that. More than fine. You're mean to me. Maybe you'll make a better friend. Good luck though finding a girl that doesn't kiss a guy when she's not dating you.
baggeddime97 : see you just have to jab shit dont you?
fuck off
(To those of you who are wondering about what the heck he's talking about. Last Friday we were supposed to go to lucky peak and have some steaks, sit on the dock etc. We set to go around 8 or 9. I send him a text at 8. He says he just woke up from a nap and his roomie had decided to throw a bbq. So he's staying there. Didn't invite me over, or say sorry for canceling etc. So... I went out dancing by myself and me the guy I kissed under fireworks in the year 2000. We talked. Him and his friend drove me home (didn't jack my camera) lol he walked me to the door and gave me a kiss. So I go inside, send a little text to curtis saying "Found myself a date anyway..ha" Mind you..Curtis and I haven't even seen eachother this year. He gets so mad he sends me five different texts while I was blissfully sleeping. So Sunday night he calls me and tells me he can't do this anymore. He's got a past of gf's cheating on him. I say, we weren't even dating. He says, he'd like some time to think about his options. So, this was his response (above)... what a jack butt. Oh and Laur, new nice guy=old guy from fireworks new year, capital... He doesn't want to date anyone right now. He's been super honest. Almost to a fault. About how he's been working a truck route for 3 years. He has people 2 in Montana, and 2 in Oregon he has a physical relationship with. :-S I told him I appreciated his honesty.. but that it would be ok to be friends with him...BACK TO THE DRAWING BOARD with me! ;-) Love you girls
Lose the losers... the drawing board is a much better place to be at! Curtis needs mental help. I talked to mom also today she was totally sweet! I sure do love our family!
Hodge I worry about you so much with the type of guys you are dating, I hope you don't think this kind of guy is "normal". That kind of guy/lifestyle just brings misery, self loathing, and a very long hard road.
There are still good guys out there Hodge, I just don't think they frequent the same places you are meeting these losers. Consider a change in course when it comes to meeting men, I just want to see you happy and not constantly hurt by these jerky losers you date. I want to see you happy. Love you Hodge. Mindge
Maybe it's not so much where you are meeting them as it is why you choose them? It's like Dr. Phil says, "How's that working for you."
I think everyone goes through different points in there life where they need to re-evaluate and ask themselves, "Is this leading me too my ultimate goal for my life?"
Is this where you want to be and what kind of guy you'd like to be married too? I really love you Hodge, I'm just trying to watch your back so to speak and tell you these men will make no woman happy, atleast at the point they are right now in their lives.
It's so hard to read some of the crappy things that they do and say to you over the years. As your sister, I want more for you than the guys you are choosing. You deserve someone who will love and cherish you. Someone honest, kind, and descent. I hope you know when I write things like this that may be hard to swallow, it's only because I really want to see you in a successful, happy relationships with people who genuinely care about you. Aim higher little sister, these crappy guys don't deserve you, shake your pattern up a little bit, that's all I'm sayin!
Yes, I admit. I've seen bad after worse in the relationship dept. And I have made some goals (other than mom's red dress). Mindy. You were lucky. You got married when you did...it's tough out there. Pervs left and right...including myself. I'm just going through a difficult period of life. I have a clean bill of health and have decided to not leave chance at my dream of getting prego and then going back to church. I know I have to make active decisions. I'm just not used to a guy being sweet, caring, honest, etc and not being gay! (bad joke..but it's true)I don't want everyone to feel sorry that I haven't met the one. Also, I feel a bit attacked when multiple people tell me they're praying for me. I think that's almost more of a guilt than a prayer. If you tell someone that when they're not expecting you too..I think it's a passive way of saying, "You're really screwed up and we all hope you work it out". I'm not ready to go back to church yet. I know it will be soon. How soon? In people years or dog years can't tell you. I love you all. I want the best for all of us. I'd like to have 8 kids...or a newborn . Supportive inner circle of family. But darn it..I don't want anyone to look at me and pity me. I love you! I love you all
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I found out my class was longer than I thought :( It is for a month and a half. Still keeping the homestudy for next wednesday not excited for that. I talked to Laurie today she is so sweet and I miss her so much! Love you girls!
Yuck! I'll have to rethink the "getting certified myself" to help you out when needed! lol But who will my new jackpot buddies be? I think that last time we were cursed... tried the old "free room" gag, and they didn't even send us one. Oops
Would you like to read Curtis's IM to me today?
baggeddime97 is Available
baggeddime97 :
hi
Me:
hi
baggeddime97 :
sooo
Me:
lol
baggeddime97 :
iv thought about it and i still dont think i can do it. I hope you respect that and we can just leave it at that, no bickering, no bs, no tears, but i have no issue talking and being friends, is that ok?
Me:
I'm fine with that. More than fine. You're mean to me. Maybe you'll make a better friend. Good luck though finding a girl that doesn't kiss a guy when she's not dating you.
baggeddime97 :
see you just have to jab shit dont you?
fuck off
(To those of you who are wondering about what the heck he's talking about. Last Friday we were supposed to go to lucky peak and have some steaks, sit on the dock etc. We set to go around 8 or 9. I send him a text at 8. He says he just woke up from a nap and his roomie had decided to throw a bbq. So he's staying there. Didn't invite me over, or say sorry for canceling etc. So... I went out dancing by myself and me the guy I kissed under fireworks in the year 2000. We talked. Him and his friend drove me home (didn't jack my camera) lol he walked me to the door and gave me a kiss. So I go inside, send a little text to curtis saying "Found myself a date anyway..ha" Mind you..Curtis and I haven't even seen eachother this year. He gets so mad he sends me five different texts while I was blissfully sleeping. So Sunday night he calls me and tells me he can't do this anymore. He's got a past of gf's cheating on him. I say, we weren't even dating. He says, he'd like some time to think about his options. So, this was his response (above)... what a jack butt. Oh and Laur, new nice guy=old guy from fireworks new year, capital... He doesn't want to date anyone right now. He's been super honest. Almost to a fault. About how he's been working a truck route for 3 years. He has people 2 in Montana, and 2 in Oregon he has a physical relationship with. :-S I told him I appreciated his honesty.. but that it would be ok to be friends with him...BACK TO THE DRAWING BOARD with me! ;-) Love you girls
Lose the losers... the drawing board is a much better place to be at! Curtis needs mental help. I talked to mom also today she was totally sweet! I sure do love our family!
Hodge I worry about you so much with the type of guys you are dating, I hope you don't think this kind of guy is "normal". That kind of guy/lifestyle just brings misery, self loathing, and a very long hard road.
There are still good guys out there Hodge, I just don't think they frequent the same places you are meeting these losers. Consider a change in course when it comes to meeting men, I just want to see you happy and not constantly hurt by these jerky losers you date. I want to see you happy.
Love you Hodge.
Mindge
Jerky guys I have met:
James- Met him on LDS Mingle
Curtis- Met him at work
Blerhim- Met him at hannahs
Maybe it's not so much where you are meeting them as it is why you choose them? It's like Dr. Phil says, "How's that working for you."
I think everyone goes through different points in there life where they need to re-evaluate and ask themselves, "Is this leading me too my ultimate goal for my life?"
Is this where you want to be and what kind of guy you'd like to be married too? I really love you Hodge, I'm just trying to watch your back so to speak and tell you these men will make no woman happy, atleast at the point they are right now in their lives.
It's so hard to read some of the crappy things that they do and say to you over the years. As your sister, I want more for you than the guys you are choosing. You deserve someone who will love and cherish you. Someone honest, kind, and descent. I hope you know when I write things like this that may be hard to swallow, it's only because I really want to see you in a successful, happy relationships with people who genuinely care about you. Aim higher little sister, these crappy guys don't deserve you, shake your pattern up a little bit, that's all I'm sayin!
Love you
Yes, I admit. I've seen bad after worse in the relationship dept. And I have made some goals (other than mom's red dress). Mindy. You were lucky. You got married when you did...it's tough out there. Pervs left and right...including myself. I'm just going through a difficult period of life. I have a clean bill of health and have decided to not leave chance at my dream of getting prego and then going back to church. I know I have to make active decisions. I'm just not used to a guy being sweet, caring, honest, etc and not being gay! (bad joke..but it's true)I don't want everyone to feel sorry that I haven't met the one. Also, I feel a bit attacked when multiple people tell me they're praying for me. I think that's almost more of a guilt than a prayer. If you tell someone that when they're not expecting you too..I think it's a passive way of saying, "You're really screwed up and we all hope you work it out". I'm not ready to go back to church yet. I know it will be soon. How soon? In people years or dog years can't tell you. I love you all. I want the best for all of us. I'd like to have 8 kids...or a newborn . Supportive inner circle of family. But darn it..I don't want anyone to look at me and pity me. I love you! I love you all
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